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Fav quote of the day

2012-02-09T01:18:00.001+08:00

RT @TheNoteboook: A lot of times relationships end because once the person has you, they stop doing the things it took to get you.

This is too true.
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2012-02-08T23:18:00.001+08:00

"宁可跟喜欢的人在一起一天，也不要跟不喜欢的人过一辈子。"

-(scarlet heart)步步惊心
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milo boy

2012-02-05T20:40:00.002+08:00

2012-02-05T15:51:00.001+08:00

2012-02-05T15:36:00.000+08:00

Saw babycutie tdy

2012-02-05T02:11:00.001+08:00

I can see that you did great. Even without me.
I'm happy for you : )

so I was right all along, to you, love come and go too easily..
U can afford to lose it all. And nt feel a thing.. Haha.

Takecare friend

X
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2012-02-04T09:59:00.001+08:00

Waves16 was fuckin' good! : ) damn dope heheheheheheh.
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Hello feb

2012-02-01T18:34:00.001+08:00

Feb started off in a interesting way cussss tdy I get to witness a rat get beheaded right before my eyesss hahaha kinda gory whn my senior showed us the remainings (eg, the inner part of the chopped off head, him dripping blood off the body) and how tiny the rat's heart is etc. Superrr interestinggggg quite an eye opener : ) oh and the purpose of the experiment was to test out certain new found drugs to see if it wld work for heart patients (hence we hv the white rats) but I can definitely NOT b a vet/do research in small animals cus I just can't handle these stuffs. A phD researcher thr told us she had to order rats w diabetic specially frm aus cus nus doesn't produce rats w such requirement yet.

Just a pity we cldnt get to watch how they operate on pigs cus they hv like a operating theatre for pigs (since they're much larger than rats)

Alright that's all

X
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Randomz

2012-01-31T20:18:00.001+08:00

2012-01-31T09:30:00.000+08:00

2012-01-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

RT @ItsLifeNotes: Sometimes a girl keeps going back to a guy who treats her bad, because she's not ready to give up hope that maybe someday he'll change..

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Sometimes the right path is not the easiest one

2012-01-30T22:09:00.001+08:00

RT @GG_quotes: #s5e11 Blair: We can never be together. Please, Chuck, just move on and be happy. Chuck: I can't. #gossipgirl

RT @herestothekidz: Herestothekids that know it won't work out but still try, this ones for you.

"Every night before I sleep, I think about you, us and how much I loved you"

Goodnight x

Facts

2012-01-28T09:33:00.001+08:00

RT @WhatTheFFacts: Facebook has resulted in more divorces and break-ups than building relationships.
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#30WaysToMakeAGirlSmile

2012-01-27T23:40:00.001+08:00

Just gonna list out a few : )

1. One of the simplest and cutest way: send her a cute goodnight text while she's sleeping so she wakes up with a smile on her face.

2. One of the most cheesy but will-always-work way: unexpected surprise

3. One of the most effortless way: give her a sudden tight hug<3
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30. Most importantly: Show her u love her
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Whatever happened to true love?

2012-01-25T20:42:00.003+08:00

Sadly true love don't come by easy...

(Sunshinekissses)

Cny day 2

2012-01-24T23:42:00.001+08:00

My current homescreen<3
its only day two of cny and I caught the flu bug... Falling sick very soon :( I just knw it lor... Thank god no work the whole wk... Need to nurse myself in bed tmr I guess :(

Happy cny!

2012-01-23T21:46:00.001+08:00

Tdy my cousin told us she'd b getting married in may! So happy for her and her caucasian husband-to-be.. : ) and they're gonna hv their wedding held both in sg and london so cooool! Then the "when are u planning t get married" qn starts shooting ard btwn my older cousins hahaha and one of them whose been in a rs w his gf for 10yrs and counting... I'm so envioussss of them rly...10yrsss man like hw did they even manage it? And frm my dad's side I've another cousin whose planning t get married in 2yrs time to his gf : ) both r currently working in shanghai tgt... So sweet bcus the gf whose older by 2yrs.. my aunt say she's been taking rly gd care of him in shanghai (hence his tummy is starting t show) hahaha like awwww all the happy ppl ard me : ) wish I cld b like any of my cousins in the future with many sweet love stories to tell... Haha happy cny everyone! :)
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Happy CNY 2012!

2012-01-23T02:06:00.001+08:00

Happy chinese new year everyone!! I hope my beloved family and frns will stay happy and tight forever and and I wish them the best of health!! Esp mom and dad : ) <3 and of course myself to be contented with life.. : )

2012-01-22T13:30:00.000+08:00

Cny with leopard nails hehe am so proud of myself : ) I do hv gt some talent for it right?

New fav song by Mr.J :)

2012-01-22T01:22:00.001+08:00

墙上静止的钟是为谁停留
是不是和我一样赖着不走
你说故事已经结束
很久我忘了　
向前走
我努力假装现在过得很好
现在的你看来已不需要我
也许在不同的时空还牵着　
你的手
想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年悄悄到　
你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是谁呢？

想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年
悄悄到　
你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是谁呢？

也许在不同的时空
还牵着　你的手

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Don't say you love me

2012-01-22T01:18:00.001+08:00

原来爱情这么伤
比想像中还难
泪水总是不听话
幸福躲起来不声不响
。。。

说的时候很简单
爱上后却震脚大乱
。。。

有一天终于打完思念的一场战
回过头才看一看原来爱情那么伤
。。。

下次还会不会这样
。。。

So this is your so called 'love'....
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Live, laugh, love

2012-01-21T00:54:00.001+08:00

behind every beautiful thing, is some kind of pain

2012-01-19T22:00:00.003+08:00

we used to matter.

It always rains the hardest on the people who deserve the sun

2012-01-18T09:20:00.001+08:00

Early in the morn got aunty praise me say I've nice hair heehee *shy* :p okay anyway although that's something rly small but it made my day : ) can't wait for cny!! got one wk break shiokanthan la!

I love work actually the people thr r rly nice and friendly : ) but I'd feel sad everytime I look at the docs/surgeons ard :( *smashed dream* I feel like gg overseas to study nw la... shall see how it goes : ) I'm think whn year 3 comes I'd b a lot more motivated t study whnever I think of my itp! *determined*

Cny next wk!! : ) can't wait!!

X
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Let's stay as best friends for the rest of our lives<3

2012-01-15T23:50:00.001+08:00

It was quite a disastrous wk for me. Experienced the worst shit ever. But thank god I get t spend the entire weekend w the usuals. Stayover (for the first time) w the usuals was a hell load of fun really thankful they've been thr... To look after me whn I needed them most.. I really feel the love and care that they hv and I knw I've said this a thousand times but I still wna say that I'm indeed thankful and lucky to hv them by my side. I love you guys<3

Never am I gonna let myself fall for the same trick twice.

X
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Friday the 13th

2012-01-13T12:00:00.002+08:00

"Like you've had all the while
Since that first day when you made my heart smile
With loving eyes and tired sighs that flow
You have my attention
Like a shout through an empty sanctuary
Speak but a whisper

I'll hear a sermon
I'll sing along, the whole day through
Just do your best to hear me
It's all you can do
I'll sing along, the whole night through
While you sleep safely
I'll be thinking about you

You have my attention"

TW PART 1 (20/12/2011-27/12/2011)

2012-01-12T22:18:00.027+08:00

hi all decided nt to b lazy so i uploaded photos frm my tw trip (20dec2011 to 27dec2011) and finally had the time to edit some still nt done with it but yea here are some...

(to be continued...)

miss everything thr in tw so much.... but i knew that was the few happiest day of my 2011..

Not angry just purely hurt..

2012-01-12T14:06:00.001+08:00

Its crazy how you think you actually meant something to someone and then they just turn around and prove you wrong.. So I was wrong this whole time.. No matter how many times he hurts me I always forgive him. Some call it stupid. Others call it love..

You deserve someone who jumps fences to be with you, not someone who's ON the fence about being with you.
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34?

2012-01-08T00:42:00.001+08:00

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is to stop.
Leave them alone. Walk away.
It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, it will never be....
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Happy new year's eve all

2011-12-31T11:20:00.000+08:00

Time flies really. In less than 12hrs time we'll b greeting 2012.
2011 has been one hectic year like a crazy insane roller coaster ride. I can just say that it isn't exactly the right year for me. Juggling between school work, family, friends, relationship as well as trying to keep myself sane. Many times when I feel like giving up and times when I feel like I was facing every thing alone with no one there to listen. I could hardly breathe.. Sometimes I still think that I've lost people/things in ways I wished I didn't.. But its all part of growing up right? In 2011 what I learned most importantly is how to pick myself up and to keep myself going. I hope 2012 will be a more smooth sailing one. And here are my new year resolutions for 2012:
1. Be contented and to lead a happier life
2. Play a better role as a daughter
3. Be a more understanding gf
4. Learn to trust in people
5. Do well for academic work
6. Hoping that milo will b a gd boy (haha)
7. Clickies to stay tgt forever
8. The bffs to be as tight
9. Spend more time with the family
10. shall not say the last one : )

Cheers to a new year everyone! Let's all take chances, have a leap of faith and have a merry year ahead! : )

Taiwan tomorrow : )

2011-12-19T12:47:00.001+08:00

Hehehe the day is finally arrivinggggg I'm so excited cus I know it'd b fun to hv the boy around this time round : ) our 2nd xmas overseas and I can't wait! The yummmylicious foood and hopefully shopping will b good too! I wna visit Jay chou's restaurant and hello kitty restaurant..and.... Idk la!!
Gonna missssss milo soooo much!! But I knw he'll b in good hands with felly to take care of him for me this 10days starting today...hehe thank u my chiobuuuu<3

Ps: stay tune and I'll b back with photossssssss hehehe <3
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A promise ring

2011-12-13T11:09:00.002+08:00

A “knot” ring. The ring symbolizes a knot that is not quite tied yet, but has all intentions of being tied. A promise ring.

how sweet would it be if a guy gives it to you aww

2011-12-12T12:29:00.000+08:00

Life's pretty mundane although exams are over. Have assignments due this wk :( but good thing is..... Eight more days to tw!! :D can't wait heehee. A photo of my babyboy (milo) who will b hvg his last jab soooooon!! And I can't bear to leave him all alone in sg for 8days :( gonna miss him so much..

2011-12-07T00:05:00.001+08:00

"女孩子要的是 "我来接你"，不是 "我来接你好吗" 要的是 "去看电影吧"，不是 "去看电影吗" 要的是 "买了"，不是 "想要么" 要的是 "嫁给我"，不是 "嫁给我好吗"｡不要一直问问问｡尊重、关爱不在这。记住、你要做的是她的答案"

kinda disappointed.. you forgot... haha

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Happy day

2011-12-02T23:52:00.001+08:00

Today is a happy day bcus...
1. Fattypiggy finally ord tdy : ) so proud of him..
2. Met the bffs after xxxxxxyearsss
3. Someone then came to meet me after his ord dindin despite the timing.. Anddd I am soooo happy : )
4. The day someone sent me a cheessssyy msg on the train whn he was just next to me ;) <3

Can I be happy everyday like this??
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hello december

2011-12-01T00:29:00.006+08:00

"Tired of fighting; arguing. Tired of remembering the way things used to be. I’m tired of wishing and hoping I could move on. I just want to move on already. I want the future to start now. I want to be better and to not dream of you at night; to stop pondering why you left like that.

Even with you out of my life; you’re never fully gone."

It's not a surprise I find myself, once again, staring up at the moonlight, searching for answers - why does life have to be the way it is? Why do people do the things they do? Its 12:29am in the morning.. im still awake.. yeah still trying to study for tom's biostats test..

and i just don't know what made me go through my blog's archive once again..i went all the way back to year '09 and started reading the posts... and it kinda pains me to do that...cus it made me realised how much things have changed, how much ive changed and how happy i used to be..

but no longer am now..

so i stopped, pondered and asked myself this:

maybe things didnt change, they just got clearer..

but even so, i still want to tell you how much i do cherish this relationship from the start all the way till date.. words we used/said may have caused things to turn really bad...but it is true that,

whenever i stop and think about us, i just wish you can hear the voices in me.. hear them speak..

whenever that few songs starts playing, I think of you. And us. And I start missing you. I start thinking about how you were the only person that could make me so so so god damn happy. Really. Then I start feeling sad because you're drifting further and further away..

though i saw these coming, it still hurts..sometimes the only thing left to do is wrap your arms around each other one last time, and then just let go..

"You'll always be a part of me though. Just wanted you to know that."

In my dreams I paint a picture in which we always somehow be together forever..

12.54am signing off x

2011-11-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

FUCK YOU

JUST GET THE FUCK OFF

IMG-20111126-WA022.jpg

2011-11-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

Went to punggol's waterway tdy (finally) the view thr is damn awesome and the whole place is friggin pridddddyy!! So proud to be a punggol-rian heh. Anddddd tdy is a happy day nvr felt so happy for quite awhile.. : )

you've hit the limit

2011-11-23T22:16:00.006+08:00

don't come begging EVER if you can ACT like you're the boss now

don't make me despise you

if i can never make you understand

i guess

that's

2011-11-22T17:15:00.001+08:00

starting the post with a super cute photo of naughty milo...

"jiejie nt looking quickly take!!"

milo is such a cutie even though he can b very naughty at times! but it makes me look forward t going home everyday to spend time to play with him : )

I see people together, couples, and it looks so nice being with someone who loves you. –Quasimodo (The Hunchback of Notre Dame)

Amazing hw something can make u go from ☹ →☺☺☺ instantly

You feel different somehow..
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X

2011-11-21T18:17:00.001+08:00

"那些年错过的爱情好想拥抱你。。。拥抱错过的勇气"
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2011-11-20T16:23:00.001+08:00

s'been long since i last watch a movie and teared.. :')

2011-11-20T09:52:00.001+08:00

“恋爱最美好的是暧昧的时候”
♥
such an awesome show

Random but something sweet to share

2011-11-17T17:54:00.003+08:00

when was the last time u did something sweet for that very special someone?
Ystd a frn of mine asked me hw I wld feel if I were to receive a sunflower when I'm feeling all emo? I gave him advise, and today that frn of mine went out of class all the way to clementi just to get a big sunflower for the girl he really liked. I felt happy for him bcus I'm sure the girl will never forget this very day that someone did such a sweet thing for her. Its so aww to see guys go ard doing simple yet sweet things just to see her smile, don't you agree?
Such a lucky girl.

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(Untitled)

2011-11-16T13:14:00.002+08:00

Finally we've reached mid-wk!! Can't wait for friday friday!! Two reasons:
1. Marks the end of the stressful+packed week
2. Milo is coming home!! : ) aww can't wait for that qtpie to come la!! The wait is killing me!

Soooo come let's countdown tgt?^^ hehe

ps: i miss late night phone calls
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2011-11-14T14:23:00.003+08:00

Someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard u are to handle, but still wants u in their life.
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whilst doing the datasheet

2011-11-13T16:58:00.002+08:00

miss having long fringe in primary sch!!

yay or nay?

i go pompom liao!! bb

11/11/11

2011-11-11T20:33:00.000+08:00

1. Got a puppy!! Its a silky terrier... Damn cute!! And imma get it deliver to my house next fri! Soooooo excited and happyyyyyy la :D (its like a wish come true..). Can't wait!! We decided to name it milo hahahaha my sis wanted to name it bacon initially la even worse..but aye I think milo is alright?^^
2. Caught 11:11 on 11/11/11 ! Nt gonna miss the pm one!
3. I think I wanna visit milo tom!! Hehe

A pity...

2011-11-09T17:33:00.001+08:00

Soooooo cute right?! First two is the male.. Last two which is my fav..is a female.. The last photo is my current homescreen... Sigh a pity the owner is in cameroon... I want it :(

2011-11-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE MOMMA FINALLY AGREED TO KEEPING A PUPPY AT HOME!!! :)

CANT WAIT LOR CUS FINDING ONE IS JUST SO HARD :(

BUT I LOVE YOU MOMMYYY THANK YOU FOR DOING THIS FOR MY SAKE..

2011-11-06T11:50:00.005+08:00

Funny how you still think imma reply you after all that you've said to me.
But its nt surprising at all since a person like you have never once taken other people seriously.

-edited

THANKS TO YOU EVERYONE THINKS IT'S MY FAULT THANKS SERIOUSLY. NT BAD SIA YOU DOING WHAT YOURE CAPABLE OF AGAIN. YA LOR EVERYTHING MY FUCKING FAULT LA WTF YOU DA BEST LOR LIKE I SAID, MR "PERFECT" MA YOU. POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK SIA DA FUCK. RLY NO SHAME SIA DO ALL THOSE DESPICABLE ACTS STILL DARE TO ACT PITY AND ALL.. SAY I FUCK OFF STILL DARE TO SAY WANT TO MEET ME REALLY? YOU SUFFER FROM DEMENTIA?? NEED A CHECK?

RT@SincerelyTumblr: Nevermind, I'll find someone like you ...lol jk i don’t want to find another asshole like you.

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唯爱

2011-11-05T00:08:00.001+08:00

男:想你的心从未改变依然还爱你
女:我的心跳从这一刻只为了你呼吸
男:分离让我尝尽相思的苦
合:遗忘该如何忘记
男:在无人的漆黑夜晚总会想起你
女:你的爱曾经那么熟悉刻骨又铭心
男:拥抱我只能将你放弃
合:不要让我失去你
男:将我贪婪的爱坠毁了撕裂了我的心
女:我只要在你怀里永不分离
女:只要坚守诺言男:乞求真爱
女:爱就不会脆弱男:坚持到底
女:如果是你我想再说
合:我爱你
男:在无人的漆黑夜晚总会想起你
女:你的爱曾经那么熟悉刻骨又铭心
男:拥抱我只能将你放弃
合:不要让我失去你
男:将我贪婪的爱坠毁了撕裂了我的心
女:我只要在你怀里永不分离
女:只要坚守诺言男:乞求真爱
女:爱就不会脆弱男:坚持到底
女:如果是你
合:我想再说我爱你

Love this song from 画皮
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2011-11-03T08:03:00.001+08:00

On 11/11/11 @ 11:11 imma make a very special wish : )
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2011-11-02T07:26:00.002+08:00

Yknw I realise if things are meant to fall apart, it doesn't matter how hard you've tried holding before.. it just doesn't work that way
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Rants

2011-11-01T20:36:00.001+08:00

I hate it when people tell me what I should/should not do its my life gettit? I am NOT living for anyone else but MYSELF plz don't come and tell me this is right this is wrong or oh that's dangerous don't do it.. plz ah save it for someone else who is willing to let you control their life. Like seriously mom and dad? Give me a break man its just an interview and you guys get so worked up? I am not gonna let you control the way I wanna lead my life. I don't want to be tied down all my life just cus you are my parents I have to obey to your calls? Give me a break man. I am nineteen not nine.
"You can't possibly please everyone" yeah totally so if I'm so gonna try hard and cont pleasing everyone WHO IS GONNA PLEASE ME?
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lee min ho

2011-10-31T21:59:00.001+08:00

MARRY ME SUA

2011-10-29T21:07:00.001+08:00

Throbbing headache :(
Finally tom last day of work even though I rly don't feel like gg anym :(

Wish there is someone..just someone thr to hear me out..
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2011-10-28T22:10:00.001+08:00

Got work tom and on sun kinda regret nw cus i'd be alone boohoo:(

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2011-10-28T07:43:00.001+08:00

To the point where there is no anger, not even disappointment.
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bruises that won't heal

2011-10-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

“The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.”

—	Fernando Pessoa

every flashback....

2011-10-20T20:11:00.004+08:00

And then there's the ending that you saw coming a mile away and yet somehow still takes you by surprise

-GG

sch was alright *pat on my own back* gd job for the first wk of sch! :) didnt skip class (despite the 4out of 5 days of 8am class) although i nearly did it tdy cus i just so wanted to get my phone fixed immediately.. (i felt so 'handicapped' the moment the phone decided to enter the coma phase :() and then i was drenched (nearly) from head to toe :( thank god my bb is alright nw gonna take extra care of my bb from nw on <3

gonna go study some DNA polymerase, RNA polymerase, etc

Back to school

2011-10-17T19:40:00.001+08:00

1. Sch was alright lesson ended early when it was supposed to end at six
2. But timetable is too sucky :( 8am lessons are just giving me the chance to pon class again :( (I shall try my best)
3. I'm so glad I replenished my sleep during the hols (but why am I still forever tired)
4. Day 1 and I dozed off halfway thru biorisk lesson :( nt a gd sign
5. first time taking the circle line home from sch tdy
6. I was too engross with my phone that I only realised I forgot to alight at my station
7. Bawreng sch life

"Relationships are based on trust. Well, I guess this one was based on lies"
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2011-10-13T11:16:00.001+08:00

Furrrrrrrreezinggggg in expo hall 9 :(
Help help!!!
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Hi I'm still alive

2011-10-05T12:10:00.001+08:00

2.

1. Just in case anyone miss me haha kidding
2. A photo I grabbed off fb and its so true..
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Every night gets a little harder

2011-10-03T01:48:00.002+08:00

One of those nights where I could really use this space to...idk? Release the inhibitions? Just suddenly dawned upon me how hard its been...to be trying to mask everything from everybody. Its 1.36am and here I am.. I wish there is someone I could talk to right now. I could just continue watching GG but I guess I need to stop making myself feel worse at such hours..cus drowning myself in episodes of the show, really isnt working for me.
Anyhow watching gg made me realised quite abit.. Idk but yea I guess somehow it just cld.. Glad I didnt give up on watching that show haha.

1.48am shall try to put myself to bed.
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"Someone somewhere out there is dying for that bubbly smile of yours"

2011-09-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

(refers to blog title) -yep someone once told me that and I've nvr forgotten it.
-fucken best tumblr photo

I swear f r i e n d s are the most awesome living thing on earth (or rather my friends are the best thing that has ever happened to me) <3 <3 cannot imagine my life without them like seriously I think I would rather die if I'm all alone and friendless :( at least god is being fair we can't have the things we WANT but he gave us what we NEED. For that I'm thankful. Once rmb a seeing smtg like, "god give us what we need and take away what we do not, fret not cus he has everything planned".

I just hope the hols will nt end anytime soon cus I seriously haven't had enough fun yet :( so gonna plan everyday wisely!! *keeping fingers crossed*

I'm just gonna do it way btr than I did years ago. Its gonn'b easier thinking of those.. Nothing's gonn bring me down not worthless ppl like you ;)

xoxo
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永远的傻瓜

2011-09-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

1. 在我最需要你的时候，你或许不在我身边。在我想要依靠的时候，你也不会适时地出现。在我需要安慰的时候，你的声音只能在电话里边。在我孤独无助的时候，你的身影只会出现在天边……------张爱玲

2. 选择遗忘，我只是为了更好的活下去。那种疼，你不懂，你也不在乎。就像我们是两个世界的人，仅仅只是过客。你的不在乎，你的冷漠，让我看透了。只能自己承受着你给的伤，你一次又一次令我心碎。那一瞬间，我终于发现，爱是折磨人的游戏，最爱的人输得最彻底！

3. 有的时候会忍不住的想见见你，但是又不敢，怕自己会忍不住，就是这么的放不下你，深夜里，总是要想你好多遍，累了还是不想睡……就是想你想你想你……

4. 你以为遇见一个爱自己，自己也爱对方，并且可以共度一生的人很简单吗？很多年前，我以为那是很简单的事，而时间，给了我答案。

我真的想去相信爱是可以长久的。
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lovesick fool

2011-09-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

Who are you?
You're looking like a stranger
You were once a love and a savior
Now I'm left with nothing but your make up on my pillow
I can't sleep
The pills they never help
Try counting sheep still hurts like hell
I can't believe this rose has lost it's red and it's petals
Who put that rock in your chest won't you tell me?
If I said I wished you the best I was lying

Wakin' up just brings me down down
Cause every morning you are nowhere to be found nowhere to be found
And my bed is half empty not half full
I'd rather live with broken bones
Than lay here all on my own like a lovesick fool
Like a lovesick fool
Like a lovesick fool
Like a lovesick fool

Where'd you go
You said you'd never leave me
All alone my heart is barely beating
Like a ghost you haunt me everyday that you're gone
I'm not the same now something went missing
At best a cage it feels like a prison
Here I said until you come back home home

Pic

2011-09-20T17:06:00.001+08:00

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MY 19TH BURFDAY

2011-09-15T14:05:00.018+08:00

ive only uploaded certain photos on fb cus i thought i didnt want to let the whole world knw wut i did on my birthday *sekretive abit* hahahahah but here i am letting out all the photos which can only be found exclusively here on this blog hehe.

with a bonus video i took that day! (still waiting for the video to be uploaded)
so mayb once it's done i'd put the video up here!

/edited

skyride!

the luge

where the most embarassing thing hpnd............ (lol)

while q-ing for pirates 4D and someone was literally scre..a...m..ing....*ahem*

lol

qt?

tiger skytower hehe 2nd time up thr ^-^

and then we got changed...... and head for dindin @ keppel bay

the view was............. g o r g e o u s (esp during night time)

artistic shot #1

and then he tried to copy me....... so here's

artistic shot #2

current homescreen ^^

got polariod fweeel hor

hahahahah notice that aunty behind.......... LOL KAYPO

i think i look very ghostly here (those headless one somemore)

^-*

the place we dined at :)

the book someone made for me<3

its damn gd la like srsly i dont even knw thr is such thing u can do from online stores from overseas and thn get it sent to ur hse.... but its so pretty!!!!!! love it so much!!

(xcept that someone dk how to choose pretty photos la)

the cover of the book!! ^^

and the next gift was this handmade artcraft! :) hehe also machiam award winning lol and thr is 4 'pages' to it acty and this is the last 'page' which has a very ugly photo of me looking quite chubby:(

(i scolded him for picking such a ugly photo yet agn lol)

and TADAAAAA! the front very chio right! go tell ppl made from guy no one will believe lor hahahahhaha *ahem*? ps: nt praising YOU ah

and my surprised mini celebration with my clickies was damn au'some too (the rest photos on fb)

surprised cake!

din @ timbre even sel came!! :)

2011-09-09T00:17:00.001+08:00

See myself @ the latest store in town H&M today (yeah finally took time off and decided to head down town) it was au'sum but the q was horrendous. Got a few loots from the store and I can't wait to head back thr agn <3 I mean like, hello? H&M in sg nw u don't even have to get them online! And then u have to wait few wks for ur items to arrive.. How au'sum can it get?

Update soon,
X
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2011-09-01T23:52:00.001+08:00

Hoping that september will be a lil better.
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Finally..a getaway in dec

2011-08-27T11:24:00.001+08:00

Gonn'b spending xmas overseas.. Yet again but a little different this time.
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2011-08-25T10:29:00.001+08:00

hot-redkisses.tumblr

twitter.com/redvelvetrosez

2011-08-21T14:51:00.001+08:00

Having a really hard time just nw the cramps literally killed me.. But its finally better now. While lying on bed just now I suddenly rmb the scene (in personal taste) whr lmh whn all over the place just to look for medication for the girl..took care of her and even rub her tummy for her.. : ) how sweet it'd be if I've someone who will do that for me.. : ) (must hv a guy like that hahaha kiddin cus gs guys r all taken alr :()
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2011-08-19T08:02:00.001+08:00

2011-08-18T10:47:00.000+08:00

www.formspring.me/hotredkisses

reactivated.
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Just wanna wake up a little happier everyday

2011-08-17T09:32:00.001+08:00

什么才是真爱？快餐店内，两位白发苍苍的老人。阿伯用筷子夹了鸡腿对阿婆说"鸡腿好吃，你吃吧，我吃薯条就行啦！"阿婆回答"你自己吃啦，我又没有牙齿，能够每天陪着你，我吃薯条已经好满足了。

有多少我爱你，最后成了对不起。有多少对不起，最后都是没关系。有多少没关系，最后说了谢谢你。你看，悲伤的爱情也有悲伤的美丽：从我爱你开始，到对不起结束。从没关系再见，到谢谢你爱过。爱情复杂至极却也简单到死，也不过是：我爱你~对不起~没关系~谢谢你。

haha been seeing myself blogging chinese characters lately but gotta admit these words from @ChineseLQuotes is too gd.

Ps, blogging here and there catch me if you can haha :- )

Life is _________.
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2011-08-14T20:16:00.001+08:00

"他说他很爱我，可是每次出去吃饭都要让我等半个钟才到。每次去的还是同一间餐厅，终于我再也忍不住等待我提出了分手，他低着头说了句："对不起每次让你等那么久…" 一天我回到了我们吃饭的餐厅发现味道变了，我问老板为什么？老板说以前有个男的总爱来这亲自为女友下厨.."

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2011-08-12T08:16:00.001+08:00

I feel like my life's been slowly mouldering into something different, something I can't foresee. something I'm quite afraid of; change. Life is too ambiguous. People like me just tend to cling on to the familiar; afraid of trying out on new things.
I miss being 13, that girl who can't wait to be 18.

Thank god today's friday and school's out. Been trying to catch my train of thoughts cus they seemed to be rushing off too quickly. Finally some quality time to do some studying.

X
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If only tears were laughter..

2011-08-10T17:20:00.001+08:00

I may have forgotten how it feels like being happy.. S'been too long.. mayb i don't even know how it feels like anymore.. Believe it or not.. sometimes acting all crazy.. in front of ppl just cus I don't want them to b worried about me (is too torturous).. I don't even know why I feel worse as days passed.. This dejected feeling in me has been within me since forever.. Will anyone tell me how or if I ever cld rid it off?

In exactly a month's time.. But I'm so not looking forward to it like I used to..nt when everything's changed.. If there is any wish i cld ask for, that'd b....
But 11;11 is a lie cus wishes don't come true in reality no?
I've hung a wish on every star. It hasn't done much good so far. –Pooh

Today is one of those days whr i would wanna be left alone.

X

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2011-08-08T08:43:00.001+08:00

我只是希望在，我开始抱怨上天吝啬的时候，有个人可以对我说，别太在意，我心疼你。
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Been up a tough competition all my life, wouldn't know how to get along without it —walt disney

2011-08-06T10:07:00.001+08:00

Appreciate what you have before time makes you appreciate what you had.
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Miss the lips that made me fly

2011-08-01T16:44:00.001+08:00

Gossip Girl: But the worst thing the truth can do is when you finally tell it, it doesn't set you free, but locks you away forever.

On December 21, 2012, I want to get a text message saying, "If the world ends today, I want you to know I love you."
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2011-07-28T13:26:00.001+08:00

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you don't have to come after me, cus i'll b fine just alone

2011-07-27T23:54:00.003+08:00

even thou' the thought of being alone scares me a little..

but i'll be fine. one day

the long lost song

2011-07-24T08:18:00.000+08:00

Titleless

2011-07-21T08:42:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wish I knew what are we, 'cus
I just can't seem to figure that out.
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it's gettin' lonely livin' upside down

2011-07-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

i dont even wanna be in this town

2011-07-15T00:48:00.001+08:00

will b found elsewhere.

stay close dont go

2011-07-13T14:14:00.001+08:00

"There comes a point when you just love someone. Not because they're good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn't mean you'll be together forever. It doesn't mean you won't hurt each other. It just mean you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it."
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Fav quote of the day?

2011-07-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

A photo just in case anyone misses me (hahaha kiddin la.. whoever will read this stoopid blog in the first place~
)

"I hope you're doing fine without me, because I'm not doing too good without you."

Time for bed... Nightz : )
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2011-07-09T14:22:00.001+08:00

Like a rose

2011-07-08T14:40:00.001+08:00

Been catching city hunter lately and probably that's the only thing that keeps me sane now.. He's supposed to make me feel happy but sometimes watching the show just makes me feel even more miserable somehow. How can anyone be like him? Willing to sacrifice for his love.. Ok its actually a biased pt of view since almost all the drama shows he was in has been portraying the ultimate perfect guy in my eyes hahaha but still, who cares... Lee min ho is just too charming♡ : ). I'd die for anyone like him hahaha.. but doubt such guys exist alr... I've seen and learned too much about the diff kind of ppl that exists.. Haha or mayb I shld put it this way.. Mayb guys like this actually do exist it's just that I probably won't b that lucky one : ) I can only stand at a corner and envy the rest out thr.. : ) life can still be as beautiful right? Seeing happy ppl tgt makes me happy too..esp grandma and grandpa that grow old tgt : ) Haha just some random thoughts I have here..

Off to sch,
x
more @wp..
Ps: my current wallpaper, drawn by someone special... : )
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2011-07-06T23:04:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes you've to test someone. Not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they're willing to prove they love you"
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Miserable at best

2011-07-05T19:07:00.001+08:00

"Tears of true love never imply the pain but it implies the feeling that you can't live without one another"

-

Had a terrible day today..alright this past wk was a horrendous nightmare...and my results just had to add on to it.. I feel like strangling myself srzly...I feel so demoralised just by looking at how others are doing well and its just me again... I feel so upset with myself cuz I just suck in every aspect... And that's when I'll envy pretty yet smart ppl, I just had to admit that im gd for ntg...
I just wna go home and hv a gd rest today before I fight the next battle tom... Life as such makes me feel like I'm leading to nowhere... Sigh.
多希望有个肩膀能让我靠一靠，轰轰烈烈的大哭一场。。。

I feel like this space needs to b privated soon..
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2011-07-03T18:58:00.002+08:00

"turn the hour hand back to the moment you were holding me"
This time last last year everything felt so different..
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A heart that wants to feel no more..

2011-07-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

Looks like I'm not alone.. </3
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2011-07-03T01:44:00.002+08:00

imma go fucking fucking fucking crazy. i swear. i srzly cannot believe im turning to someone like that.......... i wasnt like this before..what happened... i feel so helpless now.............but there is no one in this fucking world who could understand the situation im stuck in right now.... fuck those fucking useless tears im nt even crying but they just kept falling...

all i can feel right now is just hurt.......the sharp piercing pain i get each time im reminded of every.single.word.you.said.

i wasnt even like that in the past...i was hurt but not to this fucking extend....

go on cry mindy no one will pity you...

let me die peacefully in my sleep so i dont have to wake up to all these... im so fucking tired and i want to start afresh... my life is just too messed up now......................

you will never know how it feels like until youre the one with a shattered heart on the ground.

Dream

2011-07-02T10:30:00.001+08:00

My dream is to travel the world and take pretty pictures everwhere i may be at.. : )
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